Bríd Mhór wrote:
But that is not your problem Audrey, you are already fluent in Irish.
I'm not really, though. That's the thing.
I read reasonably well (Aside from the aforementioned occasional incomprehension. If I find myself plowing to a halt, I can usually get things going again, even if it does require recourse to a dictionary). I can follow a lot of conversational Irish. Interestingly, I find it a lot easier to follow a live conversation, face to face, even if I'm not a participant in the conversation, than I do a TV program or even a Skype conversation. I can more or less carry on a discussion board conversation (though there's a lot of second guessing and looking things up that happens, and certainly some spelling and grammar errors). And, on the academic end of things, I have a reasonable grasp of grammar (though there are certainly gaps).
Speaking, though, remains a real challenge, despite having taken part in immersion programs and even, for close to a year, a weekly convo group. I think maybe it's a sort of "test anxiety." It's frustrating because I'm not sure why, after all these years, I'm still struggling with this.
I'm at that weird point with "fluency" where, if I were to suddenly find myself dropped in the middle of an exclusively Irish-speaking community (aside from rejoicing at finding such a place!), I could get by, but just relaxing and having a conversation isn't likely to happen.
And the really weird thing is I sometimes DREAM in Irish! And, if I'm watching a show on TG4 and someone here speaks to me, I sometimes RESPOND in Irish! It's like it's almost, but not quite, there.
Hah...maybe once the kid gets out of college, I just need to park myself in a Gaeltacht with a sign around my neck saying "Abair Gaeilge liom...níl aon Béarla agam!" for a month or two.
I'm just coming up on my third year in level 4 at the DSG wondering why in the heck I'm still struggling so with all this.
Redwolf